Goddamn it

So, I woke up this morning.  Tried to eat breakfast, which made a speedy ejection from my stomach naught but 20 minutes after.  So, like a rational person, I called into work.  I felt (and still kind of feel) like shit.  There was no chance of me being productive.  I proceeded to dry-heave all morning, slept most of the day away, had fucked up dreams about gold, swords, and for some reason, Stanford quarterback Andrew Luck being a wizard.

Later in the afternoon, my dad, like the cool guy he is, asked if I needed anything.  I was awake, so I checked my phone.  Voicemail. From the hiring agency.  So I called the dude back, and turns out, I got the lay-off today.  Now, I was re-assured it wasn't an attendance thing.  I had a workplace incident a few weeks ago that caused me to miss a day of work, not my fault.  But it seems suspicious.

However, there is a silver lining.  They're placing me in a different plant for the same company, one that's a little closer.  Same pay and all that jazz, don't know what I'll be doing, but it'll be similar.  So I'll still have a job, but at what cost?  I was getting really sick of that place, and maybe a new plant will be a better change of pace, but I can't stay out of my own head, and how much that isn't what i want to be doing.  But my car has broken down (borrowing my dad's car at the moment) and I need more money to get it fixed.  So harsh.  Goddamn it.   I'm sorry.  I don't post anything for quite some time, and when I finally do, it's all this stuff.  I'm getting really sick of my life.