So, I went to my youngest brother's high school graduation ceremony today. It was weird, because I realized I had not set foot in that high school since my other brother graduated. And I recognized people I had graduated with. Including this really hot girl. Who just randomly started talking to me. And I recognized her, and knew her, but I hadn't talked to her in seven years. And once again, I felt kind of like a loser. Living at home, no job, fuck you guys know what I've been saying the entire time. But while talking to her, I had a moment of clarity. She doesn't give a fuck. I don't give a fuck. So I'm 25 and live at home still, who the fuck cares? It really not anyone's business, and I don't care about their opinions. I don't want to live my life the way everyone else does. I don't want to get some job and toil just because cash rules everything around me. I want to be challenged, and inspired. I want my life the way I want to, not the way society dictates I should. And if I have to settle, I'm still doing it the way I want to. Without giving a fuck.
So, I'm drinking a couple of beers before I head off to a party (lol). My brother's party is tomorrow, so I'm going to play the part of cool brother all afternoon before I drop in on this girl I know and take a trip to poundtown. Poundtown is the greatest place in the world. And here's some music