Check yourself, Before you Wreck yourself (An Introspection)

So, I went to my youngest brother's high school graduation ceremony today.  It was weird, because I realized I had not set foot in that high school since my other brother graduated.  And I recognized people I had graduated with.  Including this really hot girl.  Who just randomly started talking to me.  And I recognized her, and knew her, but I hadn't talked to her in seven years.  And once again, I felt kind of like a loser.  Living at home, no job, fuck you guys know what I've been saying the entire time.  But while talking to her, I had a moment of clarity.  She doesn't give a fuck.  I don't give a fuck.  So I'm 25 and live at home still, who the fuck cares?  It really not anyone's business, and I don't care about their opinions.  I don't want to live my life the way everyone else does.  I don't want to get some job and toil just because cash rules everything around me.  I want to be challenged, and inspired. I want my life the way I want to, not the way society dictates I should.  And if I have to settle, I'm still doing it the way I want to.  Without giving a fuck.

So, I'm drinking a couple of beers before I head off to a party (lol).  My brother's party is tomorrow, so I'm going to play the part of cool brother all afternoon before I drop in on this girl I know and take a trip to poundtown.  Poundtown is the greatest place in the world.  And here's some music